She struggled her way through the dense crowd which engulfed Jesus. She approached purposefully from behind not wanting to draw attention. Her goal was simple, reaching Jesus. Accomplishing it could be life threatening but this was a life or death action. She could not wait. Successfully reached Jesus unnoticed, she stretched her hand and touched his robe.
She had bled for over 12 years exhausting her resources without answers. This Jesus was known to heal. He was on his way to heal. It was what he did. She knew, deep in her heart, if she could just touch his robe. This was her chance. She did not need eye contact. Who was she anyway? She was nobody, she was shunned by everyone else, she was unclean. But Jesus, she knew that Jesus could heal her. A touch was all she needed.
She reached, “If I just touch his clothes,” flit through her mind boosting her courage. Fingers grazed the fabric and immediately her bleeding stopped. She knew she was freed from her suffering. (Mark 5:28-29) The surge of this power stopped her in her tracks as she embraced the sensation, allowing it to fill her and empty out – push out – all that was impure in the face of pure holiness.
The crowd flowed past but only for a split second before everyone stopped. She glanced up, He had turned and was looking straight at her. She diverted her eyes not wanting attention drawn to her, wanting to be invisible.
He spoke, “Who touched me?”
“Master, the crowds are hemming you in and pressing against you.” One of His disciples said.
Jesus was insistent, “Who touched me? I know power has gone out from me.”
The woman felt a finger pointed directly at her though not a hand was raised.
She fell at his feet feeling equally grateful and exposed. Without raising her head she told her story. In His deep compassion He tenderly slid his hand below her chin lifting her face, “Daughter, your faith has healed you, go in peace.”
Jesus was surrounded by people “hemmed in” people constantly bumped into Him. Why didn’t power flow into everyone? Why her? There was enough power that left He knew someone was healed. He stopped. I think He wanted to make full contact, not just ignore her like everyone else had. He knew who had touched Him – He wanted her to speak, to say out loud what she needed to acknowledge, her need for His healing.
No one else was healed. Many may have needed His touch but didn’t ask. Maybe out of fear or they were unsure He would, or could do it. Whatever was the cause they didn’t ask, so they didn’t receive, “You do not have because you do not ask.” James 4:2. It was her faith that brought healing. She asked, by her action, with full expectation of being healed.
“Ask and it will be given to you.” Matthew 7:7
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” Hebrews 11:1
What do you need that only Christ can supply? What is keeping you from asking?
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